#4

Thoughts. Thoughts.

''When you lose someone , someone you love. When they break your heart , its the hardest thing you could ever go through , and no matter how much time had passed , it never really goes away. You may think you're getting better , but then you get a flashback or hears a song that reminds you of a memory , and it hits you all over again , all at once, like a stab in the chest , you fall apart , for the 100th time , and you feel like you just want to crawl under a rock and never come out. You love this person with all your heart , even though you know you shouldn't. They hurt you worse that you've been hurt. They stole your happiness , but yet you still want them , other people came along , giving you chance to move on, but you know you don't want to. It upsets you that you might be moving on, because you promised you never would , and even if they broke all their promises , you want to keep yours somehow. On top of that , you're terrified, terrified of getting hurt again. But it's not like it matters anyway, at the end of the day you're still thinking about the person who has left you completely helpless and broken . You don;t want to miss them anymore, you don't want to love them anymore, But you know you always will. ''

-END-

*credits: tumblr.

After reading this post , if there's any lols ,  Did you even think of someone? When you read the word CRUSH , did you think of someone ? 

Gotta get to school , kaybye~

#3

Annyeong and Assalamualaikum :)

I really really really really really really really need you  FOOD.

So yeah , I was searching around kpop songs translation and look what I found. Something seriously meaningful like asdfghjkl related.


''Without anyone knowing, I love you
Without anyone knowing, I think of you
It's a love that only I know in this world
All day, I remember you
All day, I love you
Even if I'm in jail, it's okay - if only I have you, I can live

In case anyone recognizes us, we can't walk comfortably in the streets of Kangnam
Only the neon signs and streetlights in the dark night
Are blessing our relationship, making my heart ache
In front of many people, I can't express my greetings or a single word to you, making me anxious
I'm trapped in a box called reason, rather than a box called emotion

This feeling like I'm walking on ice
This feeling like I'm flying in the sky

You are hotter than the sun, 
I am colder than ice


You Don’t Know Me. Never Ever Ever Know.
You Don’t Know Me. Never Ever Ever

It's hard to talk on the phone with you so every day
We secretly talk through texting as I cautiously look around me
Instead of saying I love you, saying I miss you
Is more familiar in our conversation so my heart aches
Every day, I am love sick over you
Everywhere I look, I see you - so do you know how much more I miss you?
Even if you're next to me, because of your pushed down hat
I can't even look at your eyes - who will know this feeling?

This feeling like I'm walking on ice
This feeling like I'm flying in the sky
Whether this is electrifying or just pathetic
I can't tell which one is right

You are hotter than the sun, 
I am colder than ice
Again today, with a message that only you would know
I tweet about my current status with a nervous feeling

* repeat

Wherever we go, we always sit in the farthest corner
Whatever we do, we can't even take a single picture
What's so important about that? I'm next to you
Whatever we do, our time together is more precious
Even if we lock eyes for a moment, we get surprised
We get nervous and scared in case someone figures out our secret
What's so important about that? You are next to me
And our time together is more precious

Still, I only love you
Still, I only think of you
It will never change forever, the love of you and I
I love you more than myself
I think of you more than myself
No one needs to know, if only I have you, I can live''
END.

p/s : Sis Aisha! Terasa tak? 

*Edited some of it lols. 

asdfghjkl i cant even omg. DAEHYUN <3 I can't believe I just discovered this like wae? I'm so slow. slow case. *shoots myself upon the name of shame* 

OK GOODNIGHT :)