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Thoughts. Thoughts.

''When you lose someone , someone you love. When they break your heart , its the hardest thing you could ever go through , and no matter how much time had passed , it never really goes away. You may think you're getting better , but then you get a flashback or hears a song that reminds you of a memory , and it hits you all over again , all at once, like a stab in the chest , you fall apart , for the 100th time , and you feel like you just want to crawl under a rock and never come out. You love this person with all your heart , even though you know you shouldn't. They hurt you worse that you've been hurt. They stole your happiness , but yet you still want them , other people came along , giving you chance to move on, but you know you don't want to. It upsets you that you might be moving on, because you promised you never would , and even if they broke all their promises , you want to keep yours somehow. On top of that , you're terrified, terrified of getting hurt again. But it's not like it matters anyway, at the end of the day you're still thinking about the person who has left you completely helpless and broken . You don;t want to miss them anymore, you don't want to love them anymore, But you know you always will. ''

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*credits: tumblr.

After reading this post , if there's any lols ,  Did you even think of someone? When you read the word CRUSH , did you think of someone ? 

Gotta get to school , kaybye~